A letter of my return… My broken Mind - (Pt.1)

Broken Mindz Podcast is a space for those to realize that… They are actually broken… 

Welcome back to the journey, it has been long since we have last spoke. 

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 And I have no excuse for this, I started this podcast to break boundaries of hidden trauma, to unshackle chains of emotional torture, to truly speak my mind free through Jesus Christ my Lord & savior and to lead others in a space where we are unashamed to preach the gospel freely and to live out our lives completely sold out to Christ. 

Trust me, I am not perfect… We all fall on hard times and can get distracted from the calling that God has on our lives, but that is not an excuse to just give it all up…

Broken Mindz Podcast is a space for the broken to finally come to terms with the fact that they are actually broken, for according to Psalms 34:18 it says, “The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart and saves such as have a contrite spirit.” 

Proverbs 15:1  “A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger,” 

“A soft answer” she would often say to calm our nerves as kids, to turn heated augments into petty happenstances, and she was right, a soft answer is all it truly took,

God… What ever happened to my delusional state, all you had to do was let us live forever, let paradise be my fantasy and death never ruin our lasting smile, let us live forever.

God… I faced so much pain, for years I could cope but many times I wished it were me, and few times I wanted it to be me,

She wasn’t supposed to die like that, not before I got married, maybe had a few children, and it kills me she will never see that side of me…

My story is rather dark…. I give all glory to God for bringing me out an absolute mental chaos, many nights I have cried and many hours I have dreamed of leaving this life, although God has preserved me through it all, I created this platform for young adults my age to not just sob in their depressive state but to hear it from my perspective, and maybe they will realize they to have a Broken Mind,  came from a broken past and have endured a lifetime of unaddressed pains

I now understand that having a broken mind means  realizing who you are, and sacrificing it at the at the altar, 

I had to fight all my life to fulfil a plan of God that I never even knew existed, but God… you were orchestrating the whole thing, and I played right into your hand, 

I now know that a Broken Mind has more stories then just my own, how the very same trauma also took those around me on other paths & stories not even I am aware of till this day, 

A Broken Mind is a harsh title to hold, although we all have one…